| | dedication - 7.16.06
every day after day, the sweat drips down and the look on his face becomes more a frown and the strain doesn't matter and he'll never give up because whatever he does, it'll never be enough
without thanks, or a smile, or a motherfucking glance without a single word, and god forbid romance isolated, all alone, but proud nonetheless he pushes hard and harder with every single breath
how many countless hours and how many wasted days did he let pass by before he learned his perfect ways? gotta push some more, gotta make it all up gotta make it all better, gotta never mess up
gotta use all he's got, and get all he needs gotta wake up in the morning and get up off his knees (where he fell last night, cause he never gave up - cause he kept on trying to beat himself (up))
and the drive that he's got has to get him to the front and the hunger that's inside must be used to fuel the hunt and the emptiness is nothing and there's no tears on the pitch no emotions, just your enemies, and no relationships
so he pushes, day by day, and he strengthens his resolve and every time he fails, he gets back up to be absolved and the grimace on his face is from muscles pulled all tight not from falling down and knowing that he's given up the fight
he doesn't hear and doesn't care, doesn't see or speak or eat all he knows is he needs more time to be quicker on his feet so he shrugs off some more pounds and he wonders what is wrong why does every fucking move he make remind him he's not strong?
in the end, he was a champion, no one denies him that and sure as hell there didn't live a soul who dared to call him fat not since he sweated off his pounds and earned himself, at last, a rest the only problem is he pushed himself into an early death.
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| | Posted 7/16/2006 9:42 PM - 99 Views - 6 eProps - 5 comments
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